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| So I'll move to the other side of the block
so we wont ever have to stop making the rounds, having the laughs
singing the sounds of relaxing, and on the other side
of the clock the power switch will be off and all will be well and
time will stand still, and I will be locked out from my jail.
--TRS
Dang. Last night I went to Madison's with Haley. I have come to find out spending the night with Madison is always a fun-filled adventure no matter what we do. It was nice to be with friends that love me even though they make fun of me like no other.
I got Teresa's letters to me yesterday. Just seeing her handwriting made me smile. She printed some lyrics on a piece of neon pink paper and at first I couldn't figure out what song it was until I did. In 7th grade, Teresa and I called eachother "my girl" because we were like the best of friends and were always together. We had all these little insiders mostly related to music because we were always listening to it. Sadly, we ended up liking the same boy, and it became a big mess. And when our friendship got all messed up the only thing she said was "Let's be us again"(lyrics from one of my favorite songs at the time)and of course with time we fixed everything. Those were the lyrics written on the paper she sent me. It touched me, and made me miss her more. I really miss her if you couldn't tell. I wish she could be here. Especially, since we are all cool with Haley again. We would have so much fun like just before she left. I write about her in almost every one of my entries ever since she left. If you think that is "obessive" then I guess you just don't understand. Actually, I don't think anyone understands our friendship. We get each other, and even though we don't always agree with what the other one does we love each other. She is my other half. I mean you think after her moving we would just drift apart and stop talking, but that hasn't happened yet nor will it. The Rocket Summer helps alot with everything in my life. I loveee Bryce. He seriously is amazing. His music is so inspirational. I don't see how anyone couldn't love it. I can't believe how quickly July is going by. This summer is going so fast. I really wish everything would slow down a little bit. I don't want to grow up. I want to stay young forever, but sadly we cannot do that. I am in one of those cleaning moods at the moment. I clean when I am happy and I am happy when I clean? Makes sense? | | |
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God! It feels so good to be home. Omg and for once my computer isn't the reason I wanted to come home. I hated being where I was. Can anyone say thirdwheel? I should have said something, but I didn't. I thank everyone that called me when I was there. You guys are life savers. I really hate that some people dislike me so much. I don't understand it sometimes, but I guess that is just life. Just like growing up is....I am going up to fast. I hate it. I wish I could slow it down. I am at a point where it is alot harder, too. I shouldn't have got involved in alot of things I did, but I can't change the past. All I can do is try to improve in the future. I am trying so hard. I am lucky to have friends that don't influence me into becoming a drunk or a druggie. One thing I need to start working on is dwelling on the things I cannot change. My best friend. My past. Other friends. My family. And the "old" me. I have immproved alot. I don't talk about people that don't deserve it. I learned that the hard way. I lost a good friend, but hopefully I can fix that. I need to fix some other miscommunications with some people. I am very blessed to have all the friends in my life that help me through these rough stages of growing up. It is hard, and I know I could never do it without them. Well anyways enough about my thoughts...I think I am going to go chill and drink this nice green monsterrrrr and talkkk to some lovess. Peaceeeeee<33
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Omg if I was to write ALL about today's day or last night's night I think everyone that reads this would freak out, so I am going to be as brief as possible. Last night was the fourth of July. I went and saw a really good fireworks show [VIP] with Brittany and my family. The show was so amazing. It made me feel really happy and kinda sad at the same time. We really missed Haley. Then Brandon :] brought me some stuff. The stuff cut my hand and made it bleed and gave me this big bump on my head, but I guess it was worth it. Chugg. Today Brittany woke me up early and we went out to eat at IHOP with Madison and Jack. The day consist of getting lost and CHICO PEEE. :] Laugh Laugh. Cough. But after a sucky day in the car we got Taco Bueno for freee. :D!! Poor Cody. :D This summer is going great. I am a happy camperrr. I just wish I was okay in the boy department and my other half was here to have fun with us.
5-26-05
^The day Britt and I became best friends.
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Last night was sooooooo much fun. So Yesterday was soooo boring. Family was here and I wasn't suppose to leave the house. I was so bored. My cousins, my mom, and I started a game of Canasta(it's a card game) and within 30 mins. Will called me. He wanted me to go to Kaboom Town with him. Of course my mom said no. Addison. Drunks. Late at night. Rain. Traffic. But Will and I convinced her. I mean that was going to be the biggest fireworks show of the year!!!! So Will picked me up and we started driving there and it started raining, then the fireworks went off for like 15mins..and then stopped. So we were just gonna go chill at Josh's dads house since it was close. We started driving that way and sat in traffic for over 2and 1/2 hours....OMGGG! SOOO LONGGG!!! When we finally got to Josh's it was 11:50. (I was suppose to be home by 11) So we switched from Will's car into Josh's Mustang Convertible!!! I want it soooo baddd. It was amazing..made my hair go all crazy like though. but omggg. It was soo much fun. I love those two boys. They seriously are amazing. Last night was amazing. :] Today is the fourth of July! Don't know what I am doing yet. Family is still here and my house is still crazy, but I guess everything is okay.
TERESA,
I'll tell my mom I'm staying with Brittany for a week and she will tell her parents the same? ahah is that a good solution?:D
EDIT; SHIT I AM DUMB!! WE CAN'T GO WITHOUT OUR MADISON TOO ;] ily babydoll sryyyy!!!! brittany slapped me :]
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